Hello, it's me I've thought about us for a long, long time Maybe I think too much but something's wrong There's something here that doesn't last too long Maybe I shouldn't think of you as mine
Seeing you Or seeing anything as much as I do you I take for granted that you're always there I take for granted that you just don't care Sometimes I can't help seeing all the way through
It's important to me that you know you are free 'Cause I never want to make you change for me
Think of me You know that I'd be with you if I could I'll come around to see you once in a while Or if I ever need a reason to smile And spend the night if you think I should
so after a long wait... the moment has arrived! oh you didn't know? //va is back packin heat! it's been hella long overdue, but you know only the //va crew can do it. of course we're gonna come back killin the blog world with hella insights, news, and editorials. now we got new folks writing, getting their editorial on for the rest of the crew and the old school heads are back to. on the real though, it's good to have that place up and running again. i have hella memories attached and dusting off those old (web)pages drives me to grow even more than i already have. now you know i don't mean to get all notsalgic, even though i've been scanning all the old archives seeing what folks wrote a while ago. but i think this'll be good. the new //va. even though it's not the same...it should be good too.
yeah...looking at my last post, i can tell i was a little too overambitious...
today i'ma start keeping up with it. or else i'ma just cancel my blog. just kidding. i've been doing this shit way too long. anyways, i really need to keep my writing and creative juices going.
i went to cal expo today for independence day fireworks festivities. of course the place was HELLA packed for the summer night ritual. i think the craziest thing that i saw today was a country band from oakland. no really... a country western band...from oakland. now i know i've seen everything. to top it off, in the parking lot i saw this dude gas break dipping to that one kelis song, "bossy" shit was fucking hillarious. his car was this white kia and the thing kept rocking back and forth even while stuck in parking lot traffic. you'd think he'd have the sense to put on something else unless he is unusually fascinated with that song. oh, i also found out that sacramento is filled with the most random collection of folks. but i guess that shit should be understood by now. i mean to live here all my life and not notice that is impossible. i like this cow town though. i went past auburn to placerville to go pick some nice blueberries with my mom, dad, and cousin. tell me why i'm actually pretty good at finding nice, plump, edible, blueberries? to tell you the truth, i think ma dukes was oh so proud of me. uh... or not. for real, tell me why that shit was actually fun. maybe it's cause i was with my family yenno? or it might be just cause i'm a norcal kid and i'm in touch with nature. that's what we do up here. deal with it.
but you don't hear me though
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one day it'll all make sense jonathan
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