The rain - rain - (rain) - on my face
In the rain - rain - to hide my pain - on my..
Hey I like to go out in the rain - rain - (rain)
On my face - in the rain - rain - to hide my pain - on my..
Hey I like to go out in the..
See I'm a single black (filipino) male, dark hair, dark eyes
Long walks through a park and a lot of them lives
I'm a little bit shaded by a lot of what I see
So if you're still interested you should come get at me
Cause I'm tired of getting shot down, put down and dissed
I wanna be picked up, held tight and kissed
But things like these don't happen to dudes like me
Because I'm more Coldplay than I am Ice-T They say that good girls love bad guys and that might be
But a bad girl with a good guy, that's unlikely
So what's a man to do to get to hold hands with you? Do I talk shit and stand and look hard with my crew?
I don't know what to do, so I drown in my drink
It helps to numb the pain, cause when I sit and think about it
Eyes get clouded, thoughts get crowded (thoughts get clouded)
So I'ma sit right here, wait for you to talk about it
Said she had a boyfriend, just trying to be nice
But I've heard the same lines from different women all night Too easy let down, but don't let it get you down
Shit, that's what my boys told me, but end of the night
I was still sitting lonely, if only I could find 'em
Without all the drama, without the one-liners
"Excuse me miss, hey mam, you got a man, what's ya name?"
I'm in my mid-twenties 20 so enough with the games
Simply put I think you're stunning, and what about some kids?
A couple dogs, a couple cars, a four bedroom crib?
Look, I'm not trying to jib, I'm just speaking from the heart
But we can start with a drink if you wanna play it smart
She looking at my boy who got two kids at home and
I know how it goes, here's his number telephone and
He does the girl's turf, and I know you're smelling on him
But every bitch needs a dog, so I guess that's why you want him
I try to be settle, but even flirting got me shooked
I would never get a smile, all I got was dirty looks And my self-esteem is low enough, I got teased growing up
And what I do, I beat 'em up, but that only made me tough
It didn't get me girls, or notes in class
Same girls who used to tell, when I would pinch their ass
But if another boy did it, then they would get gritty
So I pretended the handball was their face when I hit it
And I admit it's part the reason why I'm do em like I do
And women in my life, there has only been two
My mother being one, and the other one is done
So my philosophy on dating is: ain't no fun Cause they come and they go, and even if they don't cum
They still have to go, girl I give the best head
But you just wouldn't know, cause you stuck up in some diddy
But even if you dissed me, I ain't mad
Go on do that thing with yo pretty ass..
You looked better coming..
No wait, you looked better going than you did coming
Her ass is amazing. High five for Jesus
Keep making 'em like that
Just make 'em with half a brain so maybe they'll talk to me
Murs - "The Pain"
9:15 PM
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
Amen Brother ?uestlove... >tastes, what's the big deal? As you get older, its hard
>enough to find people to relate to and tolerate, muchless
>want to be in a relationship with. Don't see why music
>should be such a deal breaker.
well.
im a musician.
i've had arguments about my work hours.
i've canceled many a date for a gig.
i will choke a bitch if she interrupts me dj'n (jokes)
the only thing i will swipe my card for that is over 5000 bucks are records.
im always making mix cds
nothing excites me more than discovering some music i aint hip to yet.
we always have our little litmus tests. its just i conduct my shit with music.
i know some dudes that will drop a jawn if she don't give head. i know some dudes that will drop a jawn if she dosn't take care of her outward appearence. i know some dudes that will drop a jawn if she is too smart. i know dudes that will drop a jawn if she can't cook and clean. i know some dudes that will drop a jawn if she dosn't open the driver door latch after she gets in the passenger seat.
my litmus test is music.
if she is into native tongues that might read how her adventure meter runs in her life.
jazz might mean she got an appreciation for art.
soul might mean she is old fashioned.
rock might mean she is a rebel.
house and electronica shit means she is bout it bout it.
classical music means she is a freak.
1 in 12 wins my ass...
First off, I'd like to say thank you to all my friends who have supported me through my green tea addiction. Especially Leejay who surprised me with a bottle when I stopped by his house tonight. I've even gotten some folks into the act. Verse was sipping a bottle when we played ball yesterday. Sobe has a promotion where you can win bottles of Sobe drinks. 1 in 12 is supposed to be a winner. I think I'm 1 out of 86. I have this habit of playing with my Sobe bottles after drinking them, and so I guess I was playing with it, and ended up throwing my winning cap away.
Just like old times...
Tonight I kicked it with some folks I was hella close with in high school. Basically we all caught up on what's going on in the real world...er...excuse me...Real World. Now keep in mind I haven't seen these folks for several months. So this leaves me a bit puzzled. I don't know if it's a good thing that after a few months of not really talking to each other that we're still comfortable enough to chill and watch TV like we would've 3 years ago. I am a little irked that we really didn't catch up with one another, well as much as I would've liked to anyway. Fuck a television. Fuck the Real World...though that Jamie girl is hella cute...
Hrmmm...San Francisco girl eh? Actually, I feel caught up on the Real World this season. I've watched enough episodes to actually know what's going on. I'm not hooked, I mean, it's no Sobe Green Tea, but at least I'll know what people are talking about and not feel stupid.
I am away from my computer right now.
You know, I always think that there's this hidden agenda behind AIM away messages. I think people want to just show other people that they're not in front of the computer and that they actually have lives. Yeaaaah, I know that AIM can serve as an answering machine or as post it notes to leave messages, but I think people just wanna go "I'm out being productive BEEYOTCH! But I mean...that's not why I leave away messages up...*eye shift*...
2 eProps from:
MuhFuckinJon
1:58 AM
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Friday, June 25, 2004
Seattle Pix
Like Minds Session Pix (Thanks Ben/Eileen/Verse)
2:07 PM
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one day it'll all make sense jonathan
3.22.84
sacto/santacruz/sf