With every passing moment
Thoughts of you run through my head
Everytime that I'm near you
I realize that your heaven sent
I think your truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together you and me boy
There's noone like you around
Oh Baby
I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it, I'm so into you
It could be the way that you hold me
It could be the things that you say
Oh I'm not to sure what is is boy
But I know I like feeling this way
I think your truly something special
Just what my dreams are really made of
Let's stay together you and me boy
There's noone like you around
Oh Baby
I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it, I'm so into you
Oh I really like
What I feel when I'm with you
Your a dream come true
Don't you ever leave my side
Cuz it feels so right
I really like what you've done to me
I can't really explain it, I'm so into you
"So Into You"-Tamia
thoughts of drives with those that make me feel alive eyes closed with hands still on the wheel to steal my consciousness taking it out of context laying me to rest to forget the rest and just knowing one to uplift my soul spiritually wondering if i'll still be with you when you walk away was i the worth being blessed with those few precious momentous moments that we owned it doesn't make sense but i love it that way.
cause i'm not bored anymore. thank you.
you will fucking miss me.
i feel you sammy
it's kind of weird how the person u want to get close to you totally ignores you.. makes u feel useless, it's like they don't even know u exist..
big ant's got my back
SO DAMM GHETTO: and just for the record
SO DAMM GHETTO: i don't care what what sunshyne love says
SO DAMM GHETTO: u are sexy
killertilapia: thanks ant
SO DAMM GHETTO: fazho
midterms
thursday = intro to psych
friday = chemistry
tevin campbell quote of the day
"i wanna do you after school like some homework."
happy birthday christine
strung out
i feel bad. all my time is going towards the fsa website that i have been neglecting //va and my personal blog. it's all good. as long as i'm keeping myself busy, everything should be cool right? ;)
music
so i've been letting cd's play throughout the day...
"ep"-jurassic 5
"midnight marauders"-a tribe called quest
"get rich or die trying"-50 cent
"mama's gun"-erykah badu
"this is who i am"-heather headley
"white blood cells"-the white stripes
and i broke my fucking headphones today. this makes me emo. i need some electrical tape so i can fix it. it was my favorite pair too.
mongolian bbq
i dunno if it's just me, but do mongolian bbq chefs take hella pride in their work (as they should). i swear, every time i go, and the chef has some downtime, he usually stands tall with his arms folded across his chest overlooking the restaurant patrons ready to strike a critical diner with a bolt of lightning if they talk shit about his food (well technically their food).
soap
i have clean clothes. laundry rocks. my room is clean. who will visit? you...yes...YOU!
the 5-0
fuckin davis cops with their blue cars. scaring the shit out of me while doing 80 on 80. remember kids: if yr gonna reduce speed, let go of the accelerator.
believe in me. empower me. inspire me.
today was not so good.
"love ridden"-fiona apple
today was a good day. that is all.
people won't feel you unless you touch them with yr heart
you know, a lot of people don't understand me.
not even my own friends. haha.
i think i'm very fortunate to be surrounded by good people. good people who may or may not understand me, but don't give a shit cause they like me anyway.
thank you.
do me a favor and tell someone that you love them. really tell them that they make yr life a whole lot better. so what if it sounds like yr on some suicidal-type shit, just let them know.
because i know we don't say it enough.
and hearing it from someone makes all the bullshit go away.
too many phonies in this world. i fear being one of them.
breathe easy...
thanks cha
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.
These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to
quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.
Remember, to say, "I love you" to your spouse and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.
Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.
HOW TO STAY YOUNG
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him/her.
2. Keep only cheerful friends...The grouches pull you down.
3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. " An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.
4. Enjoy the simple things.
5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.
6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.
7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.
8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.
9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, to the next county, to a foreign country, but NOT to where the guilt is.
10. Tell the people you love that you love them, at every opportunity.
AND ALWAYS REMEMBER: Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away. If you don't send this to at least 8 people.... who cares?
-George Carlin
toot
new year's eve has become discouragingly anti-climatic. while others have many options of what to do when the ball drops, i have only one: stay at home with my parents. and while that's not necessarily the worst thing it the world, it does become rather tedious after 19 years. everytime this day comes around i wonder what it's like to go out with friends and party it up. the people on tv look like they're having so much fun.
i have a lot to be thankful for from this past year. making new friendships and stregthening old ones. discovering more and more about who i am. i suppose it would be appropriate to make some best and worst list for myself as a way of reflecting on the past year, but right now, i really feel the need to just keep looking forward to next year.
and to be honest, i'm very excited for the new year. it's like starting over with a clean slate. put the bullshit of 2003 away and ring in a whole new year.
onelove.